Carried Away

Sometimes I start typing on here and just get completely carried away. I do try to be uncandid and open, but there are just some things I dont want posted on the internet. Tonight Steve came to me after reading one of my posts and wanted to know what I meant in Eme's bday blog. I was like what do you mean. I re read the blog and couldnt believe what I read. I said that Eme brought me out of darkness when she was born, but I dont really know what I meant by that. I did experience some post partum depression after her birth, but it is like some little elf took over my hands and typed something else. Anyways.....I was in such a hurry as I usually am and didnt read the blog before I posted it. So I just wanted to clear that up so all you readers dont think that I completely lost it or was in a dark place. I also didnt want anyone to read and think that having a baby just makes your life super sweet. It does, but it is no reason to run out and have a baby to bring you out of some darkness. Get the point? Good! ;)